Mr. Dreamer

I can see that house. I can see my family enjoying ourselves. I can see myself traveling around the world. I can see those things and so many more while I'm woke, with my eyes opened or closed. If you believe in yourself and whatever it is you want to be and do in life, just speak it. Say it. They tell me you can speak things into existence. Do I believe that? Yes I do. I'm not a little dreamer. I dream big. I mean, why do something and not do it to the fullest. You might hear me talking about having a nice, big, pretty house on the lake. You might hear me talking about that Bentley, or that yacht, or even my own private plane. I know some people might say yea right. But, who say I can't have it? Who say you can't have what you want? The biggest obstacle you will be faced with is what's called SELF. There are a lot of people that will discourage you and tell you everything and do everything but support you. It's crazy to me but, that is life. That's the part of life that determines HOW BAD YOU WANT IT. I know for me, I can't even tell you how bad I want it. I can't find the words in the dictionary.

I'm going hard in the paint, because I'm not going home. I left those puppies on the front porch. A came to play and I'm faced with my share of challenges. I used to let people tell me what I can and can't do. What I need to do instead of what I wanted to do. What I had a desire to do. I learned that you MUST stand for something, cause if not, you'll fall for anything. Believe me, I have got caught up in a lot of things. I regret it but I'm not going to live my life in regrets. It's never to late to do something until it's to late. What I mean by that is, you might fail at whatever but that don't mean you have to give up. I'm sure we all have failed in school at some point. Whether it was a grade or a test. You learn from your mistakes, and I can guarantee that if you're trying, you will make mistakes at some point.

I love my life. I may not have a lot at this point but someday I will. Some times I just close my eyes or day dream about the outcome. This may be the beginning or the phase I have to go through but, I'm focused on the outcome. Those mornings I wake up in my dream house, and jump in my Bentley headed to handle business, and get on my jet flying state to state and country to country. Lol. I laugh cause that's where I will be soon. I'm not materialistic. It's nothing wrong with wanting those things It's more of the matter how you treat and act with them. I really want to be able to see my family and friends enjoy their life. Just times on the yacht out in the in waters cooking, laughing, watching movies and talking about the good ole past. I also want to reach out and help people. That's something that will make me feel better than busting blocks in my Bentley. It always felt good to me to be able to help someone else and look in their eyes when they say Thank You.  I may not have nothing but thirty something dollars to my name right now with bills and everything due and past due. That want stop me from dreaming. I'm going to continue to dream big and work ever so hard at what I want out of life.